How have you been lately? I’ve been wanting to reach out for a long time, but every time I call, it’s either busy or just rings until it disconnects automatically. I wait for days with hope, only to be disappointed over and over again. Yet I know you’ve felt something similar too. I’m not sure whether I should keep trying to contact you. Right now I’m facing enormous uncertainty, filled with fear and anxiety. I keep wishing you were here with me. Even just hearing your voice would calm me down. Still, I hold back. I know just how unyielding this cold, impenetrable wall standing between us is.